A Spanko version of good night moon.... Good Night Spoon by Sarah Young illustrated by google images...
Friday, July 18, 2014
Wednesday, July 9, 2014
Spankings and Fights
ok first..... I had the "worst" belting I've ever had today. it still
hurts an hour later which is super duper rare for me/us. I normally
cannot feel a spanking much after, but he was really serious and it
stuck. It was because I keep not eating and because I called myself a
lot of names last night online in an attempt to have people yell at
me/tell me different because i felt so emotionally out of control. But
instead of asking for help I manipulated with me words.
That was good. Good Dommy Hubby - here is your cookie. ;-)
But Now....
O.M.G. That man is on my last nerve. You CANNOT tell me to be an adult, that I am not a child, that being a little subby wifey and great and cute, but you need me to be an adult and take care of myself and discuss things "as equals" (his words not mine) and then when we discuss things be pissed when I keep saying that I don't agree with your viewpoint!!! Either you accept the forced "Ok, I will submit" or you accept the genuine "I genuinely do not think I did anything wrong and here is why", but you are not going to get a genuine "adult" "You're right I am wrong" because I DONT THINK I AM WRONG!!!
The "story" is that he knew i needed a new cellphone, we have been talking about it for weeks, I have been phoneless for weeks, an amazing deal came up today AND my old phone sold today, so it would put us at -45 in the bank. We have a 300 overdraft protection, and he gets paid on friday. I decided this was a viable option/plan and bought the phone. He is all pissed that I didn't consult him, he doesn't agree with my reasoning or my choice, he doesn't like that I did this "independently".... I wasnt going behind his back. We had agreed on getting me a new phone. The only part that we didnt agree on was doing it today and this specific phone.
Now to be fair to him the money from selling my phone had not come through yet, so we are actually -145 instead of -45... but still....
Anyways any thoughts on this?? And I told him I was going to vent now and he said that it better be respectfully done because the people on here know the difference and it looks bad on him if I am not.:-p
That was good. Good Dommy Hubby - here is your cookie. ;-)
But Now....
O.M.G. That man is on my last nerve. You CANNOT tell me to be an adult, that I am not a child, that being a little subby wifey and great and cute, but you need me to be an adult and take care of myself and discuss things "as equals" (his words not mine) and then when we discuss things be pissed when I keep saying that I don't agree with your viewpoint!!! Either you accept the forced "Ok, I will submit" or you accept the genuine "I genuinely do not think I did anything wrong and here is why", but you are not going to get a genuine "adult" "You're right I am wrong" because I DONT THINK I AM WRONG!!!
The "story" is that he knew i needed a new cellphone, we have been talking about it for weeks, I have been phoneless for weeks, an amazing deal came up today AND my old phone sold today, so it would put us at -45 in the bank. We have a 300 overdraft protection, and he gets paid on friday. I decided this was a viable option/plan and bought the phone. He is all pissed that I didn't consult him, he doesn't agree with my reasoning or my choice, he doesn't like that I did this "independently".... I wasnt going behind his back. We had agreed on getting me a new phone. The only part that we didnt agree on was doing it today and this specific phone.
Now to be fair to him the money from selling my phone had not come through yet, so we are actually -145 instead of -45... but still....
Anyways any thoughts on this?? And I told him I was going to vent now and he said that it better be respectfully done because the people on here know the difference and it looks bad on him if I am not.:-p
Sorry I've been so absent...
I stopped posting much mostly because I feel like I don't fit into any box, and because I didn't fit a box that maybe I wasn't wanted. Also because my life doesn't look like the lives of the women I was reading all the time.
But....
Turns out at least one of their lives doesn't look that way either.
So maybe being honest about who I am is okay, even if I don't fit any one box. :) Maybe being authentic is more important than fitting in.
So update on the real me....
I am 30 years 10 months old. ;-)
I have been married for 5 years 2 months.
I got a job last week and started training today.
We are still waiting on fertility meds. I still wanna be a Mama like crazy.
I still get spanked on a regular basis,but most of the time it's just fun. I can't accept serious punishment yet, but I am in a pretty good place overall.
I am seeing a therapist for anxiety/depression, but I think I will stop seeing her soon. I don't think she is helping.
I am writing a lot lately. My dream is to get published by blushing books, but we will see what happens. :)
I roleplay online every day and now have 3 "little" characters and like 4 "Bigs" *laugh* never thought I'd be spankING twice as much as I receive, but it's fun. :-)
I feel like every month I like sex more than the month before. We tried a new position. After 5 years of marriage and we tried a new position. we're nutso. ;-)
I feel like that's a pretty good recap of me. I am a crazy silly brat who struggles with anxiety and depression who doesn't really fit in anywhere or measure up anywhere or feel good enough or strong enough or beautiful enough, but... it's me. :)
But....
Turns out at least one of their lives doesn't look that way either.
So maybe being honest about who I am is okay, even if I don't fit any one box. :) Maybe being authentic is more important than fitting in.
So update on the real me....
I am 30 years 10 months old. ;-)
I have been married for 5 years 2 months.
I got a job last week and started training today.
We are still waiting on fertility meds. I still wanna be a Mama like crazy.
I still get spanked on a regular basis,but most of the time it's just fun. I can't accept serious punishment yet, but I am in a pretty good place overall.
I am seeing a therapist for anxiety/depression, but I think I will stop seeing her soon. I don't think she is helping.
I am writing a lot lately. My dream is to get published by blushing books, but we will see what happens. :)
I roleplay online every day and now have 3 "little" characters and like 4 "Bigs" *laugh* never thought I'd be spankING twice as much as I receive, but it's fun. :-)
I feel like every month I like sex more than the month before. We tried a new position. After 5 years of marriage and we tried a new position. we're nutso. ;-)
I feel like that's a pretty good recap of me. I am a crazy silly brat who struggles with anxiety and depression who doesn't really fit in anywhere or measure up anywhere or feel good enough or strong enough or beautiful enough, but... it's me. :)
Tuesday, July 8, 2014
Coach's Discipline Release Party
Ok, so I am getting into writing these days and meeting these wonderful awesome new people!! One of those people is Katherine Deane, and she has written this SUPER spicy sounding book that I cannot WAIT to read!!! And she is having a party to celebrate the launch of her first ever solo book!!
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Coach’s Discipline by
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Join us Saturday, July 12th at noon EST on our Facebook page for the book launch party for Coach’s
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Prizes include books by Cara Bristol, Maren Smith, Natasha
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Claire Jacobs
always dreamed of making it to the Olympic Trials in the marathon.
Unfortunately, she has a habit of getting in her own way. Enter Nick Fox, a
no-nonsense coach, willing to use unconventional methods to bring her in line.
Traumatized by her last coach and still recovering from self-destructive
habits, Claire finds it hard to trust Nick’s authority about what she can and
can’t handle on the trails. Still, her attraction for him deepens, even when
she discovers he believes in good old-fashioned spanking as a method of
correction.
As Nick spends
more time with Claire, she enchants him with her drive and deep commitment to
help her fellow runners. But when she gets into an argument with a teammate, he
realizes he only has one option—to give the talented woman he cares about the
first spanking of her life, a spanking that is not going to be fun for either
of them.
Claire and Nick
grow closer and she comes to crave Nick’s dominance and direction. Discovering
the emotional healing and strength to succeed during training, she moves past
her shyness and self-doubt to step into a leading role with the young women on
the team. But when team politics, jealousy and misunderstandings create drama,
will she revert back to her old pattern of running away? Or can she learn to
trust in love and race toward her goals with an open heart?
Publisher’s Note: Coach’s Discipline is an
erotic romance novel that includes spanking, including domestic discipline in a
contemporary setting, anal play, sexual scenes, elements of BDSM, and more. If
such material offends you, please don’t buy this book.
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