Why does it seem like a good idea at the time and ALWAYS seems like such a bad idea when I feel guilty and confess it later?
NOTE - Pics are not to say I don't think texting and driving is serious. I just wanted something more than. "So i am grounded and lectured and spanked yet again" :-p
heh, they ARE cute pics tho... i'm hoping you wont be grounded for too long...
ReplyDelete'Tis only til 8pm tonight and only from chat, IM, email, etc and only roleplay people :-)
ReplyDeleteBut.... I tried to manipulate one of my friends into "telling on me" and because of that she is upset/hurt and I am dying inside knowing I hurt her and I tried to "use" her for my own amusement/entertainment/whatever. And that is breaking my heart. :( :( :(
DeleteSpanking you only seems like a reward for this whole texting and driving nonsense I have read about multiple times throughout the entirety of your blog. Stop risking your life for a spanking. I can't believe your husband still takes the bait on that one. You do it because you know it will get you spanked. If I were him, I would never spank you for it. You're a grown woman. Start acting as such and take responsibility for your actions, negative ones included.
ReplyDeleteActually I refuse to accept punishment on it anymore which is why he stopped trying to punish me for it. I actually had no desire to be spanked or punished on this one. It was not a fun or cutesy thing for me and got to be quite a difficult place in our marriage because I couldn't accept chastisement over it. So he stopped punishing for it and I stopped confessing it and things are much better now. :) I AM a "grown woman" and as such decided to make my own decision on this one. The change occurred a couple of months ago and life has been significantly better since. (He still finds plenty of things to spank me over ;-))
Deleteumm i really hope that means that u've given up driving and txting altogether then right? because I sincerely hope that it does not mean you just don't confess and he doesn't punish you. why do you get to dictate that anyway? if u feel so guilty over texting and driving just don't do it! i realize you only post the good and not the negative about ur relationship here but come on....you had all those cutesy photos of i am grounded or going to get spanked..you were so obviously baiting him. i know he doesn't treat you that well sometimes but it's no reason to bait him like that.
ReplyDelete