I am a 31 year old wife in her 5th year of marriage trying to figure out what submission really looks like... no, not for you, not for the world, what it looks like for me and MY man
Friday, August 17, 2012
guilt gut + grace = goodness
we had a super long talk. i cried. i don't know why i am so careless with money.
he took my credit cards so i won't be tempted anymore.
Hi Hermione!! Thanks!! I started babysitting last week, so he has put on restriction at that library, so as long as we return everything on time and don't lose anything I think I can start building up trust. :)
Letting go of my CC's has been harder than I have thought it would be, he gave me permission to use the "priceline" one to pay for this trip, and then I accidently stuck it in my wallet and then used it. Grr.... good for me though he said he was gonna spank me hard and then never got to it and 3 days passed and he said since he didnt follow through after 3 days he'd let me off. ;) I am sure I will err again and he will be able to "remind" me. :-p
Sometimes that's the best solution. Having to use cash instead of plastic really makes you think.
ReplyDeleteI hope you'll be able to pay off the fine and use the library once more.
Hugs,
Hermione
Hi Hermione!! Thanks!! I started babysitting last week, so he has put on restriction at that library, so as long as we return everything on time and don't lose anything I think I can start building up trust. :)
ReplyDeleteLetting go of my CC's has been harder than I have thought it would be, he gave me permission to use the "priceline" one to pay for this trip, and then I accidently stuck it in my wallet and then used it. Grr.... good for me though he said he was gonna spank me hard and then never got to it and 3 days passed and he said since he didnt follow through after 3 days he'd let me off. ;) I am sure I will err again and he will be able to "remind" me. :-p
i meant probation, not restriction :)
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