Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Some Firsts...

We watched porn together. I guess it's porn "spanking videos"?

I was unimpressed by the people - I hate fakeness - but the spankings were legit. :)

I don't know how I feel about this. We have a big no porn rule, which turned into no visual porn, but porn in word form is ok, and today we watched this together.

We had sex while I watched it.

I buzzed while I listened to it. And I have a mini-O.

I don't know whether to feel guilty or dirty in a good way.

I just don't know.

Another first is we successfully negotiated with both parties leaving happy and feeling like The Man was in charge. :) He wanted me to eat 300 calories for breakfast, I talked him down to 199 by promising to eat 300 calories over the day. The goal is 500 by 8pm this time. ;-) I guess that's what I was at yesterday. My daily min is 1500 and max is 2000, I eat a lot more at night than I do during the day.

My Man is off of work today and is gonna help me nanny. Yay!! They listen WAY better when he is there. :)

OH not a first, but I have had a lot of spankings so far today. Apparently I need a lot of help being good. :-p


  1. if you're feeling bad about consuming so much, then put your mind in exercise mode. better than starving.

    and it's hard but you SHOULD eat over the day, rather than all in one go at night. I'm a night eater too... but I'm trying.

    1. Yeah, I actually feel pretty good about my levels right now! :) And yesterday I was a lot more even... it's so hard :)