quoted from a conversation with Fondles
"Apparently a longer than usual spanking, wipes the slate clean, and apparently clean slates automatically equate to good girls, and good girls get decent orgasms"
;-)
For those who want more than that...
He came in and rubbed my whole body (I stripped to be ready for him), he talked a bit about how horrid I've been and how we both need this. He spanked me hard with his hand for what felt like forever - I was REALLY sensitive tonight and screamed a lot. I'm normally fairly quiet. Then he brought out his switch and started doing fast sharps hits all over my butt and thighs. I asked for a break, and he did, and then he started over with his hand and then told me that I was going to receive 20 stripes and could I take that for him. I did. Ouch. :)
Then he asked if I wanted him to fuck me - I did. He asked if I wanted it fast. I did. He kindly fucked me from behind, so it was fast AND I didn't need to lay on my butt. He commented on how WARM my butt was on his cold tummy. :-p ;-) It felt amazing. THEN when he finished I asked for a buzz. He told me I was a good girl and good girls may have a buzz. He started in doggy, but I quickly asked to flip over and hold it myself, and then I did something I RARELY do and asked him to put his finger inside of me to help. And it really DID!! It felt very good!! :D :D :D
Now I am cooking Mac and Cheese and getting a chicken breast ready. He also bought my favorite type of lean pocket and lettuce and celery for me, so I don't have any excuses to be below calories and so he has a fast thing to tell me "Ok you're 300 below go eat a hot pocket please." and I don't have a reason not to obey. It's a good plan. I had a bit of a freak out in the grocery store, but he informed me in NO uncertain terms that I am dieting HIS way, HIS timing, HIS calories, HIS exercise and he doesn't give a damn if it's not fast enough for me... it made me wet in the grocery store. *blush*
I feel well loved, well chastised, well cared for, and... strangely submissive. I shall now go sit on the floor by his chair and watch tv with my head on his lap. *grin*
I see someone is liking sitting as his feet with her head in his lap?
ReplyDeleteHaha...well, it was SUPPOSED to happen, but instead I sat in my own chair and he sat in his own chair, but we still had a good evening enjoying entertainment together, and I ate loads. :-) :-p
DeleteIt's very uncomfortable because of the height of his chair, it isn't a natural thing and gives me a crick in my neck. :-p :-) But, we'll figure out somethings I can do that make me feel subby and make him feel dommy. :)
Ahh, a romantic picture of quiet happiness!
ReplyDeleteI wonder, what tomorrow will bring.
isn't it a sweet picture. It ended up being a very nice evening, even though we ended up in our separate chairs, but enjoying the same tv shows.
DeleteI really truly hope today is a good day. I still want to eat very little so I can feel powerful, but I think my choice is to submit to the man who loves me instead. :)
good choice
Deletehaha thnx
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